Miserable Sod

I am miserable.

They all went to the Italian Fiesta today. I was at home resting as walking around at a fiesta for hours really is not anything I am up for right now.

It saddens me. I like partaking in events like that. Especially when involving food... :)

So I was at home and started to feel sorry for myself after an hour or so. Not something I am proud of and is not usual for me. I just felt left out today. Bored, big, blue...

Happy they all went and enjoyed themselves. I am just a miserable sod today.

Big and have heart burn. Everything is hard work. Swollen feet. Can't sleep in any position. Tired all the time. No energy. Emotional. Bored. Just waiting for this one to come out now.

I am just not used to being so incapable of doing things. And makes me even more miserable that I am miserable, when really I should just be very happy and glowing ALL the time.

Oh the joys of pregnancy!!

The only good thing today is that J is cooking a nice meal tonight. I might ask him to do it naked to cheer me up! :)

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